This Morning

I woke up this morning and did not feel like myself. I feel sad for no apparent reason or that something is missing, but I really do not know what I am missing.What I am feeling inside I cannot really explain.It is like an emptiness inside of me that makes just want to curl up in a hole, close my eyes and just see the day go by and wait for a better morning to come. Maybe its just a day when I need to talk to my sister,mom or dad. Or I am going back to that wierd me, I was a few months ago.A person who was not happy with her life and all she had achieved in high school.Where I felt empty inside, unsatisfied for no reason when everything was perfect but my mind could not really seem to grasp the happiness within me. I am not going to let this feeling back, I have worked to hard to get back to my happy self and I am just going to push the feleing away. This emptiness is not going bring me down today.